广州之夜Canton Night
这些日子，我经常在晚上下班后，坐着公车周围去逛广州。事实上，我也不知道要去那里和做什么，只是不想一个人孤独的呆在房间里。看看着城市，这么精彩，这么繁华，这么繁忙，讽刺的是，我的人生却是如此相反。
There days , I am used to take bus to look around canton at night after off duty .exactly, I have no idea where to go and what to do , I just don’t want to be loney at apartment .looking at city , so wonderful so prosperous so busy it is ! sarcastically, my life is so opposite .
在这里已经五年了，我真的不敢相信，我现在依然孤单孤寂。并不是我不对交朋友不感兴趣，而是在这个满是谎言和阴谋超级复杂的城市里，真的很难信任和被信任。真的很悲哀，在这个有着1400万人口的城市，我竟然一个真诚的朋友都没有，更糟的是，我所有的朋友都一个一个的离开了广州，留下孤单我，而我的心已经对这个城市越来越绝望了。
Having been in the city for 5 years , I really can’t believe that I am still alone and loney at present . It is not that I’m not interested in making friends , but it is really hard to trust or be trusted in the super complicated city where is full of lies and intrigues. It is so sad that I have no a honest friend in this big big city where has 14 millions people.what is worse, all of my friends have left canton one by one ,leaving me singly here,and my heart is getting more and more desperate to the city .
最近，我在计划着离开广州，找一个适合我的城市去安定下来。姑妈也一直叫我去珠海，那个她生活的地方。她跟我说，我不可能在广州拥有真正的生活，因为这里的生活成本太贵了，我无法负担起房子，爱情，家庭… …也许她说的是真相吧，一个我一直回避的真相。这个城市曾经是我的梦想，现在是我的梦想，但是它将来会是我的梦想吗？我迷惘了。
Recently,I’ve been planning to leave canton and find other one which is suit for me to move on .My aunt always advises me to go to ZhuiHai city where she lives . she told me that It would not be possible for me to have ture live in canton ,for cost of live in canton is too expensive for me to pay ,to pay house ,to pay love ,to pay a family and so on .Maybe what she said is truth ,the truth which I always avoid .the city was my dream ,is my dream ,but will it be my dream in the future ? I am confused.
我打算这个月底辞职离开广州了，但是去那里呢？我仍然一头雾水，或许我所计划的错误的，但是我就是禁不住讨厌现在的生活。还有，我现在已经24岁了，必须要为将来筹谋了，选一个城市安定下来，找一份合适的工作发展，找一个女孩生活一辈子，以上种种才是我的真实的愿望呀，也很实际的。
I intend to quit the job and leave canton at the end of this month , but where to go ? I still have no idea.maybe what I am planing is wrong , but I just can’t help hating my live at present . what is more , I am 24 years old , I have to plan the future , choosing a city to move on , looking for a stable job to develop, and finding a gril to live together all of the life ,all of above are my ture wish and very practical.
我该留下还是离开呢？这个广州之夜并没有把答案告诉我，但是我改变的决心是坚定不移的！
Should I stay or leave ? This canton night havn’t given me answer yet,But my decision to change is adamantine!